'Downside Up'

They say love is such a beautiful wonder
Yet all my mind can do is ponder
So I have to write myself in rhyme
As ignoring my heart would be a crime

I hoped to embrace my emotions with logic
That I am confused is mere biologic
And even if that is what could be the case
My brain and heart remain in a haze

Despite my reason trying to stand strong
My heart keeps humming a love-song
A song not ment to be sung by one
A song sung alone hardly gives any fun

But I need to stay focused, I need to man up
Not lose any hope, surrender, give up
Tis not any end, just a difficult start
Merely a rugged piece of the whole I'm apart

I hope I do right in subduing my feelings
That this is an obstacle in need of my dealings
That this is the price I will have to pay
For us to be walking a similar way
Eventually.